My early belief in Christianity taught me what true goodness is. Kindness, respect. Respect for a fellow being. Not for their power, but for the fact that they are Human. I have learned much about the world, and this seems to be the most reasonable way of existing in it. Life has taught me that one must have power in our world since there are those in this world who would use power against you for personal gain. But with power comes responsibility.
Physical prowess is the most self-evident form of power. The ability to physically subjugate another to your will has vast destructive properties. With it you may render someone unconscious, not only damaging them, but leaving them helpless. Any actions on your part that further damage the person, such as humiliating, robbing or harming them, are reprehensible. They are reprehensible precisely because they are helpless, and by your own hand. Not only that, but you could end or drastically change someones life. Breaking someones leg could leave them in a wheel chair for weeks, maybe never able to properly use the limb again. Or even worse, in these times, you could prevent them from going to work and earning the money that is neccesary for their survival. One could easily put someone into a coma or give them brain damage. I can find no reasonable excuse to render such terrible consequences on some one when they are incapable of defending themselves. And to maybe even kill them? In what circumstances would you have reason to end someones life? And what if you sought to kill someone? intentionally attacking someone with deadly force? I can see no reason to do so if everyone possessed respect for the dignity and integrity of the Human spirit.
I have a great respect for martial arts. I am endeavouring to learn the art of fighting, partially because there are those out there who would use physical power against me, who say that power grants one the right to impose there will upon another, simply because there are none to stop them; I must be capable of defending myself from such people. But I must not grow to love my ability. If I do, then I will seek out opportunity to use it. It will be easy for this desire to distort my perception of the situation. Mistakes could be easily made; I could end up regreting my actions. If my perception of the situation is distorted, then my conception of the situation changes. Since my priorities are set according to this conception, my priorities will inevitably change with every change in my conception. Thus, my love of physical force may lead me to damage a friendship, leave me isolated and alone, or disgust a girlfriend. And it could just as easily lead to an unjust ense of entitlement. If I am aware that some one cannot defeat me in a fight, and i enjoy this feeling, then what's to stop me from, say, cutting in line? demanding goods and service from someone? or simply beating them into unconsciousness because they have no way of preventing it? In this way physical prowess may damage who I am as a person. To avoid the destruction of myself, I must not love my power, I must not use my power at every opportunity, but only in dire need; when someone is attacking me, or ones I care for, or at any time using force to subjugate another. Defense of self and defense of others are the only times that I will use physical force to harm another.
There are those who would abuse power. A superior at work may use there power over you to hold you back from advancement. They may pass you over for a promotion, or tell others that you are not deserving of of one. Maybe they'll only report your failures and none of your successess. If they do so in order to facilitate another, then this is wrong. To do so in order to help themselves is selfish. And to do so simply for personal animosity is terrible. Not only does this person become a detriment to the company by denying the company of any potential asset you may be, they tarnish themselves and destroy a part of there character. I see little difference between a person wielding power wantonly at work and a person that uses physical force to force you into a course of action that you disagree with.
Fr. Karol Wotija once said something to the effect of physical exhaustion opens the mind and facilitates it's use. When I come home from working a long day of construction, I am able to think clearer. I am able to write more coherently, and I am capable of writing and playing music to a much higher degree. When I train, I focus on my body. I hone it, improve it. Physical and mental energies focus on one specific thing or activity. When I have exhausted myself, I stop. I relax, and become completely still. I clear my head of all thought. I close my eyes and open my mind. I find great clarity at this point. When I am in such a state I can find great truths, the fundamental truths that underly the workings of the world. I find the true meaning of dignity. I discover morality. When I am in this state I know strength of character. And it is with strength of character that I may defeat abuse of power at work without damage to myself.
All power is the power to effect change. A fist may change a persons actions. A bomb may change the landscape. A politician may change a people. And my will changes myself. If I set a goal, more push-ups maybe, and I accomplish that goal, then I will have strengthened my will as well as my body. If I choose to learn a new language, my mind grows stronger and my will fortified. The stronger my will, the greater my power to change myself (body). The stronger my body, the more able am I to understand it. The more I understand my body, the more able my mind becomes to understand all things. The stronger my will, the greater my power to change myself (mind).
The more my mind understands the stronger my mind becomes. It is only with a strong mind that one can possess wisdom. One must understand the consequences of their actions if they are to possess wisdom, therefore, they must have the patience to learn from there mistakes. And they must have strength of character in order to admit that they made a mistake before they can learn from it. And of course, one must have the will to pursue strength of character, and by extension, widom, from the beginning.
If I or anyone else wishes to change the world for the betterment of Humanity, then they must have wisdom.
I will not respect someone simply because of there power (Though I will respect the power itself. A missile to the face hurts). It is how one chooses to use there power that affects my respect for them. And it is my respect for the Human spirit that prevents me from abusing power. It is my respect for Humanity that has put me on the path to Wisdom. If I or any one else wishes to change the world for the betterment of Humanity, we must have Wisdom, we must have Strength, we must have Compassion.
"Only understanding for our neighbors, justice in our dealings, and willingness to help our fellow men can give human society permanence and assure security for the individual."
-Albert Einstein